When I find myself unable to fall asleep at night – that’s when I pick up my Bible app. I find myself embarrassed before the Lord that insomnia is the lengths he has to bring me to so that I will take some time to focus on His word. I find myself saying I’m just too tired or I do not have time on a daily basis, but the truth is I just can’t break my daily routine I’ve found comfort in. On most days, I come home, watch cooking shows, eat dinner, get ready for bed, and end the day with Netflix. See anything important in there I just can’t skip?? Me either. That’s why Hosea 13:6 just spoke to me while I was reading tonight. I have become satisfied with my life as a whole and I find myself forgetting how much I still need God. He has answered so many of our prayers in life, especially this sweet baby boy we will have in November. And oh boy does this make me realize I am about to need a relationship with him more than ever – this is just now hitting as a reality in my brain, literally right now. I am about to have to have the privilege to raise a son who can be a warrior for Christ one day, who will be the spiritual leader of a family. This is all hinged on him seeing Christ in Mom and Dad. I pray that I never fall back into being satisfied and not growing that hunger for biblical knowledge and truth. Lord, I need you.

There are times when I just need to hear something, and I found it. I was even on a devotional search tonight trying to find what I need to suit my thoughts tonight and this verse was not even a part of that devotional read. I love how our God works and knows we need to hear emotionally and spiritually and puts those words right in front of us. I hope this verse from Hosea brings someone else back to reality (but with a sense of peace) like it did me. May we never grow too comfortable in earthly life and push our spiritual life to the side.


Prayer, it’s a beautiful thing!

In our busy life I have found that it is easy to dismiss my need for prayer time with the Lord, but today I have realized what I am missing out on. Today I pray I find dedication in talking with God all day long & not just five minutes before I fall asleep. 

This morning I found a devotional message that lead me to this conclusion. We often find ourselves getting frustrated that God is not answering our prayers, but I thought to myself: is He really not answering them or is He answering them His way and not my own. Boy have I already learned how his answers are far better that my original plans. If this doesn’t seem like your case, I have another one for you. 

Have you ever just felt like there is a big “Great Wall of China” built between you and God when you are trying to talk with Him? This is where my devotional message really comes in. It shares that God cannot be close with sin; therefore, if we have sin in our life that we have not confessed to and repeat continuously, God is not going to be able to listen to your prayer (compared to if you are open and confess to Him.) No matter how big you think you have messed up He is always willing to forgive and listen to you, but you have to make the step of admitting you are wrong. A relationship with God is so worth it!


Did you know that un-confessed sin could keep God from hearing your prayers? It’s not that He doesn’t want to hear us; it’s just that God, in His perfect holiness, cannot come near to sin. The sin must first be removed.

David prayed in Psalm 66:18, “If I had cherished iniquity in my heart, the Lord would not have listened.” In other words, if we practice sin habitually without repentance, God will not hear us. Of all the promises for answered prayer, here’s a promise for God not to answer prayer.

Sin is serious business to God, and therefore should be serious business to us. If there’s anything clogging the channel of prayer in our lives then we need to come to the Lord, confess our sins, and receive forgiveness. Throughout Scripture, sin is described as a disease that produces spiritual death. It is no wonder, then, that the psalmist cried out, “Wash me thoroughly God!” When we are honest about our own sinfulness, we will crave God’s cleansing ways.

There may be some of you who are thinking, “I would be an absolute hypocrite to pray. I’ve gone too far and done too much to receive forgiveness.” Let me remind you that there is rejoicing in heaven when one sinner repents. We can forever come to the Father because of what Christ has done for us. We have been changed and cleansed and set on the path of everlasting communion with God.

It’s time to quit beating yourself down and get away from your guilt. Make today the day to repent of your sin and respond to the forgiveness made possible through Christ. Today, ask God to search your heart and reveal any sin that may be a barrier between your prayers and Him.

The Beginning.

Okay so lets just be honest.  Trying to decide what to do with yourself after college might just be the hardest thing to do, like ever.  Whether you are deciding on a major or actually planning your career post college graduation, the decision isn’t easy.  I have been so excited to use my “special gift” that God gives to us all to shine his light on earth, but I’ve ran into a problem — What is my gift?! I feel like this is something we all go through at some point in our life, and we just have to trust in Him to reveal it to us.

As a part of this journey I am slowly learning that it is okay to say that we are good at something.  After this realization, I understand I have a gift to plan stressful events & I am 100% all about house decorating.  I would love to be my own version of Fixer Upper featuring Danielle and Jared.  The next step is now to decide what I need to do with those gifts.  I initially began this website/blog to be the start of my business [whatever that might be], but for now, until I have myself figured out, I am just going to share.  I might share a message God has placed on my heart, something random I see beauty in on the Earth, party planning tips, or design inspiration.  I cannot wait to see what this website becomes over time when I reach that “this is it” moment.

Words for the weary:

“You are the light of the world.  A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house.  In the same way, let your light shine before others, so they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.” Matthew 5:14-16

“Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward.  You are serving the Lord Christ.” Colossians 3: 23-24